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When you visit my blog, do you read my wishlist at the sidebar ?
Heheh so, my last wish 'meet mcfly' has been crossed off because i've actually got to meet mcfly !
This happened while i was in London during my school break.
I swear it all seemed like a dream but i keep looking at my phone gallery and also instagram and i realize that it was totally real and i couldn't help but fangirl every time i look at them photos again.

This situation happened when my family and i were in London Heathrow Airport. At first, after my family and i have checked in our large baggage, we went to go through security but before that, we were just walking slowly because our flight was like 2 or 3 hours away at that time. So we walked and i was playing with my phone when i look up and see a guy that looks awfully familiar. I was like 'Wait, isn't that Danny ? He looks so much like Danny. His hairstyle and face and body language and all...' So i looked at the people around him and i was like 'Wait-- omg that's Harry ! And that's Tom ! Oh my god it is them !!! It's McFly !' and my sister said i was like "Oh my god... oh my god" just stuck there in the moment, not being able to fully process everything. Then she pushed me and told me to go to them and take a picture. At first, i wasn't able to move my feet, just really shocked and thinking if it was reality. Then i gathered up all my courage and walked up to them slowly.

"Umm... excuse me, McFly", i looked at Danny and Harry who were looking back at me. Tom was still talking to one of their crew members. I swear tho i almost melted right at that moment and i felt eternally grateful at that time. At first, we were just talking ( seriously though, talking directly in real life with your favourite band like wow ) and i swear the way they looked at me and listened intently. It disappoints me how i forgot almost everything that we talked about. But i remember them asking me where i'm from so i told them "I'm from Malaysia" and they asked why i'm in London and so i said "I'm here for vacation" and also they asked where we were heading and i told them that we were heading to Ireland and Harry was like "Oh Ireland !" and he looked quite excited i think hahah. And also since i didn't see Dougie anywhere ( he's like my favourite member in the band ), i asked them both Danny and Harry "Where's Dougie though ? I don't see him here" and Harry told me "Oh Dougie's walking about somewhere in the airport, no clue where he is" and i was like "Ohhhh" but inside i was like 'Sobs but but my bias omg creys i got to meet McFly but one less member' and was internally crying hahahah.



Yeah while we were talking, my mom, sister and my brother took photos of me talking to Harry and Danny i was able to hear the clicks of their camera but ignored so easily because i mean seriously, McFly right in front of my eyes yo ! By the way, look at how they were looking at me as we talked omg /crying tbh/ They were so fucking charming i couldn't tear my eyes away from them at all. I kept thinking 'They look so much more handsome in real life, holy fuck' and i'm serious /cries/ Oh and by the way, don't judge my style, it's damn cold in London for a girl who lives in Malaysia, i had to wear that coat every day xD

Anyway where was i again ? .......... oh yeah ! So then after that, my family and i were already about to go to the security and so we took photos. Well, my family took 'em. Somehow my brother, sister, mom and aunt were also excited about getting to see McFly even though they're not really familiar with them xD Here are our fucking precious photos <3


I could kill myself oh my god. After that, we said our goodbyes and went through the security, and i was still quite shocked with what just happened. And oh dear god, their hands were around my shoulder gnukjdsabfnhjskfnjs SCREAMS I MEAN IT'S NOT A CONCERT BUT I WAS ABLE TO FUCKING SEE THEM UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL ( get it ? their tour last year xD ) like holy wow ; u ; Then i quickly Whatsapp'ed with my friends and posted these pictures and we were all spazzing like crazy ! Especially Amira, who was the one who actually made me join the crazy McFly fandom, Galaxy Defenders. I was like, 'ugh why didn't i take a video and maybe ask them to say hi to Amira' or like 'why didn't i make them sign something holy shit i'm such an idiot' but of course i couldn't go back to them even though i do know where they were even after that. I still have a bit of shyness in me okay hahah and i understand that i should respect their privacy, i mean they are humans after all.

I discovered they were eating at a restaurant that was right in front of me while i was sitting down with my grandma. And thankfully they didn't sit far in the restaurant, so i was able to see them and i was searching for Dougie but wasn't able to see him :c Then i kept chatting with my friends, being all excited while waiting for our flight. At that time, it was only me and my grandma sitting, the rest of my family went around shopping in the airport. And then i see, Dougie in the restaurant wearing a hat and i was like 'Wait, is that Dougie ? IT LOOKS LIKE HIM' and i kept waiting and waiting until they've finished their food and talk. Then Tom stood up and the others followed. And went Dougie stood up, i too stood up from the bench i sat on and approached Dougie while he walks, "Um, Dougie ? Hi ! Can i take a picture with you ?" and he said "Oh yeah ! Sure" then i used my phone and took a selfie A FUCKING SELFIE okay <3 i could feel his shoulders touching mine /screams/ He made a funny face at the first photo and i said "Can i have another one ?" and he made a normal looking face after hahah and i said "Thank you" with a smile and he smiled too, continuing his way towards the rest, probably heading to their flight gate. And i was like omg finally ;u; I mean, i didn't get to see Dougie earlier with the rest of McFly and didn't get to have a talk with him but at least i got to take selfies with him really really close like wow ;u; /sighs and screams internally/

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